No such thing as 'me time'

Right now I should be wrapped in my pjs whilst eating a late dinner post spin class. Instead I'm wrapped in my pjs, no dinner, no spin class. The second time this has happened this week. The reason..me forever having to deal with the kids.

The gym is the only time I get out the house ALONE! No kids fighting for my attention. I don't even get to shower or pee alone. This is motherhood. So I like the gym, me time. 

Instead I'm doing my motherly duties which made me late for my classes this week. I'm especially annoyed tonight as I was sitting with flynn whilst he ate his dinner, nicely,  which he NEVER does. Realised I then only had 5 minutes to get isla fed and in bed. Whilst rushing isla into bed I asked lee if he could drop me off instead of me catching the bus but no he's had too many drinks. I got dressed and ran out the house, forgot my drink, got said drink, run to bus stop. Bus drives past. FML. Wait 10 minutes, not going to make it. Stomp home.

Me time is fucked.

"Everyone's a bit tired"

The next time I hear these words come out of my mother's or brothers mouths I will loose my marbles! Everyone else (who, I don't know who they mean) probably is tired, but I couldn't give 2 shits. Don't come crying to a breastfeeding mother of 2 with mastitis, dirty hair, dirty house, aching back blahblahblah. I've just sat here with a baby who just loves to be massively unsettled as soon as I say "I'm going to bed now" for an hour and a half, with the words "I'm tired" whirling round my head. The words are not mine but everyone else's. Please everyone else fuck off and refrain from telling me your 'tired' because I couldn't care less. Thank you and good night.