27 Days

These past 27 days have mainly been me trying to keep this ruddy house tidy (near impossible most days), trying to control the terror that my lovely first born is becoming, waving bye to loved ones, keeping bugs and infections away and catching up on A LOT of lost shut eye.

I've been a bit lost for inspiration and time for post's. I've been catching up on some on my favourite blogs, like More That Toast, I'm Only Saying What You're Thinking & oh! you pretty things on a daily bases and they give me the oomph the write but then I loose it. And then a month has passed and I still haven't written anything.

To be honest I haven't exactly pushed the blog for readers, it's mainly just for me to off load and if someone reads then I'm happy. I'm a bit scared that if I do push for readers then I still won't get any or people will find me boring. Silly? I think so.

So instead of trying to rack my baby shrivelled brains for a stupidly long post about what we've been doing over the past 27 days, I'll show you in true instagram stylee. And in the mean time I'll give my inner blogging self a kick up the ass and tell her to snap out of this silly mood.

 

 Found some old pictures of the boy as a little chub...the quiet days before little shit syndrome set in!

 

 

What I do most days

 

 

 

A rare moment when these kidlets sleep at the same time!

 

3 months old to the hr! STOP GROWING!

 

 

Breast feeding 3 months on..

To say that I'm proud of Isla and I for feeding for 3 solid months would be a major under statement! I never dreamt we would make it this far, it was hard work to start with and it hurt so bad but I kept telling my self 'it will get better' and it has!

I've been reflecting alot over the past few weeks about how mine and Flynn's feeding experiance was and how different mine and Isla's has turn out.

Flynn was breastfed for 10 painful days, and then I exclusivly expressed my milk for him for about 4 months after that, It turned out too much for me, I felt like if i wasnt giving him a bottle I was expressing and it run me down. I admitted 'defeat' (in my eyes) gave him the last of the breast milk i had left over, switched to formula, and went to the Dr's for PND. I felt like a massive failiure that I didn't have the strength to feed my own baby what the health care professionals say is best!

Looking back now I was SO hard on myself! I did what I could as a first time mum who had no idea what she was doing! And Flynn hasn't been affected for not being breast fed for the first 6 months of his life! What affect could he possibly have!? None.

However..I dont doubt or have a problem with formula. You have to do what you have to do to have a heathy & happy mama and baby.

Breast feeding could not be easier this time round..reason being - I knew what not to do.
* Don't hold back on feelings, if it hurts or you feel a bit lost with it all, seek help. Health visitors & breast feeding consultants are there to help and they work wonders.
* Use Lansinoh. It's a miricle in a tube. After two tubes, my poor sore nips were back to normal health. Expensive at £10 but SO worth it!
* It does definatley 100% get easier. You don't hear this enough! People say it but dont stress it enough. I read a few times that after 12 weeks you'll be a breast feeding pro. I thought what utter bull shit, IT HURTS! But it really does happen.

If things turned out like they did with Flynn I would have switched to formula sooner and not been so hard on myself and just been proud of however long we lasted. I only choose breast over bottle because it's so much easier. No washing, no sterilising, no faffing at 3am.
Such a lovely feeling to put a wide awake baby down and come back to see this..

*This was not a sponsored post just my own thoughts.